first thoughts....

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo. . . .we found out the strangest thing today....I'M PREGNANT!!!! So not expected!! I mean, we still need to go get a blood test done but other than that-yep! We had a positive pregnancy test today and I am three days late. so yeah. It's crazy!! I don't really know how to feel yet?? Like I've always wanted a baby but this was so not planned! I want to be happy and excited but I am so scared! Plus it's hard to be hopeful when we haven't done the blood test yet and I don't want to get excited till we know for sure.... But I already am excited. It's weird how quickly I've attached to this little thing in my belly. I just can't believe Noah is going to be a dad!! That thought alone makes me SO happy!! Wow. Please God protect this little one. Let us provide the best life we can for it. Oh-and names, we're thinking Noah Justus Glass for a boy (mostly because Noah and I both want him to have his name) and Arie Rikku Glass for a girl. I'm just so scared to give my heart to this because I've waited so long. I can't wait to see what happens. . . .